2001-07-13 - 4:54 p.m.

more pain a-coming

click "before" for more dreck. i'm a posting fool this afternoon. deal.

didn't blaze out of work just yet, nor am i working. just killing some time, hoping the traffic will die down. people who blithely cruise along at sixty on hard-packed snow freak out and crawl around at fifteen at the sight of rain. i don't get it.

i occurred to me just now that i'm not expelling quite so much bile in here as i have in the past (yeah, cause i have this *huge* history built up).

once when i saw sam shaber live (have you checked her out yet? go. go now.) she had done two happy songs in a row (that's both of them), and then said "i know you guys want the pain, i know you expect it. don't worry, there's more pain coming."

huh.

yeah.

so there you have it. if you're coming back for the freakshow, or to feel better about your own life in comparison to mine, don't worry, there'll be more pain coming up.

i promise.

if you think i whine too much as it is, well,

deal.

by the by. if you're coming back at all, well, i wanna thank you.