No artist is pleased. There is no satisfaction at anytime.
There is only a queer, divine dissatisfaction,
a blessed unrest keeps us marching and makes us more alive than others.
-- Martha Graham to Agnes De Mille
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2001-07-24 - 12:24 p.m.

i hate being patient

wow. drama queen much? sorry everyone. i guess i'm not feeling that great today. i've got a summer cold, a lack of sleep, and an embarrassing penchant for hyperbole. i'm just frustrated these days by lack of spare time, lack of sleep, lack of job satisfaction, and lack of sweet, sweet lovin'. but there's nothing new there. on the advice of my first and only true-blue d-land friend, i've started monstering for a new job. no luck so far. that's not a surprise. i have *very* specific requirements for my dream job, and i'll be lucky if such a job even exists, and more so if i can get it. i guess i just have to be patient. in the meantime, i'll try to keep outbursts like the one this morning to a minimum. i hate being patient. okay. deep breath. breathe in. breathe out. repeat after me. "i do not hate my life." repeat until believable.

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