2001-08-25 - 3:14 p.m.

the best hugs in the world

i just took a much longer break than i should have to go to Jamba Juice with EchoGirl and Rudy. i hate how locked up i become around a woman i like. i was okay for about an hour, then i started to shut down. i just couldn't speak. i don't know if nervousness can qualify as a crippling disorder but i'm beginning to think so.

she gives the best hugs in the world.

i soooooooo need to get into shape. i weighed myself at Rudy's. 200 pounds. i really need to get into shape.

ah, but she gives the best hugs in the world.