2004-03-22 - 11:33 p.m.

Closure is Overrated

I do not want what I cannot have?

Uh. Nope.

I only want what I cannot have?

Yeah. Pretty much.

Moron?

Check.

Coward?

Check.

Still alone?

Done and done.

I don't know if I finally have some kind of closure, or if I'm just too numb to feel the pain anymore, and I'm mistaking that for closure.

Right now I think I might prefer to still have some of my poor, misguided hopes. Feeble and flawed as they were...

they were still hope.

Right?