2001-09-05 - 12:15 a.m.

dammit

dammit.

of *course* she'd have to be smart and eloquent and opinionated (in that good way). of *course* all that, because that's par-for-the-course in this little game of tease-the-j$ that the universe loves to play.

did she have to be so damned cute too?

i'm asking. really. did she really?

and unattainable? you betcha. no surprises there. somewhere in the depths of my brain, SmogMonkey is waiting for Mr. Shy and the Shy-phonics to finish warming up the crowd so he can go out and do his three-hour rendition of the "Alone, alone, you're gonna die alone" song (with guest trombone solo by Herb Alpert).

hurm. i prolly shouldn't post this, cause i'm talking out my ass. i'm trying to get a boost into dreamland from my old friend the cap'n. not good.

ugh! why did she have to be cute?

dammit.