2003-01-14 - 3:03 p.m.
"It's absolutely terrific to hear from you, j$. ... Things
are great, life is good, 'cept I thought you were kind of lingeringly angry
at me and I miss ya, j$."
"After careful consideration I've come to the following conclusion: I really
really care about you and very much want to be able to pick up the phone and
chat or go hang out or something and I was feeling sad and yes a little hurt
and frustrated but now I'm better. Okay. Your companionship was so integral
to my feeling okay even while I was being ripped apart inside and you hold a
really important place in my heart and I'd like to keep nurturing that
friendship and I wanted to make sure that was okay. :) I didn't want to feel
like I'd destroyed that for us (or, selfishly, for me). I have a lot of
friends, sure, but I don't have a lot of people who are as close as you, or
I feel I can talk to like you. I was frustrated because I felt I'd ruined
That is all.