2011-03-05 - it_would_be_the_first_time
2010-12-07 - Diplomacy
2010-06-19 - Email unsent
2010-06-05 - you'd think
2010-06-05 - Sucks to be right
2010-06-04 - There is this girl
2009-10-24 - Questions
2009-09-29 - day of the weasel
2009-09-29 - Seriously, five years?
2004-11-18 - ummmm....fuck
2004-07-07 - treading water
2004-06-13 - Except for love
2004-03-31 - No promises
2004-03-22 - Closure is Overrated
2004-03-21 - so...
2004-02-29 - pretty boy
2003-09-11 - same damn fool
2003-08-11 - Honest, the dog had painted nails
2003-08-10 - How Jim drags me back
2003-07-31 - Goodbye, Grandpa
2003-07-29 - spam bad, venting
2003-07-25 - Growing new skin
2003-07-22 - busy, busy, busy life, and Dubya's list
2003-07-08 - Weekly recap
2003-06-30 - The Upstairs People and the Downstairs People
2003-06-26 - More peaks than valleys
2003-06-24 - Last week of intensive
2003-06-17 - Surprise! I'm an uncle
2003-06-14 - Fleeting crush
2003-06-10 - Big frustrations and little comforts
2003-06-08 - wherein our plucky young hero realizes that he doesn't know the first thing about flirting
2003-06-04 - a vigorous scrubbing, and some crying, and some uncomfortable realizations
2003-06-04 - Intensity and sense of humor, keeping the latter in the face of the former
2003-05-31 - .... and scene.
2003-05-29 - checked out, and eggshells
2003-05-27 - Matrix Regurgitated
2003-05-26 - My never-ending, and often tragic quest to see the Matrix
2003-05-23 - bitching about the good things
2003-05-20 - Blah, blah, blah, pitching script
2003-05-15 - tales of a ShyDog, and roommate worries
2003-05-13 - ShyGirl; busy, happy weekend; and the goodness of life
2003-05-08 - In for a penny, in for a pound
2003-05-07 - Got a job
2003-05-07 - To A Reader, my thanks
2003-05-06 - No maps
2003-05-05 - Where I break someone's heart to protect my own
2003-05-04 - lights and sound, stepping carefully
2003-05-02 - Ulysses and the sirens
2003-04-30 - Savoring self-destruction
2003-04-27 - The show, a rant about getting off the bus, a party, and Mr. Bitterness
2003-04-22 - Dubya to UN: Thhhhhhhppppppppt!
2003-04-21 - nothing going on, really
2003-04-17 - Didn't I tell you to bring me the head of Al Davis?
2003-04-15 - Who got the part?
2003-04-14 - worst entry ever
2003-04-12 - Sam played, and I was content
2003-04-11 - Taxes equals ouch
2003-04-09 - Three chords and the truth
2003-04-05 - On the benefits of walking away
2003-04-05 - More understudy crap, and Beck Jr
2003-04-03 - Freaking out about more understudy madness
2003-04-01 - Hyperbole is my therapy
2003-04-01 - benefit performance, and hanging with my girls
2003-03-30 - The rockingest understudy ever, ShyGirl redux
2003-03-28 - Actor's nightmare
2003-03-27 - Bush vs Blair, being the Greek Chorus
2003-03-26 - New acting class, and Understudy Madness
2003-03-25 - Adaptation, Copenhagen, and some other stuff
2003-03-23 - Prayer for Peace
2003-03-19 - Snow Day
2003-03-17 - March to war, Rachel Corey
2003-03-16 - Surreal moment
2003-03-14 - Who'd have thought it would be the Dixie Chicks that set off my latest anti-war rant?
2003-03-13 - Sweet Home Chicago, and again with the well-meaning friends
2003-03-12 - I swear it was funny at the time
2003-03-10 - It Factor, Living the Dream
2003-03-09 - Peaks, Valleys, and Lindy Hop Madness
2003-03-06 - About Schmidt, the show, war, Jake the Snake
2003-03-03 - Aunt and Uncle redux, Tai Chi, Tech Week
2003-03-02 - Weekend of Shame, take one
2003-02-27 - More weird dreams, upcoming family visit
2003-02-25 - Weird book store dream
2003-02-24 - another interview, and the result of the big audition
2003-02-23 - Avoiding a train wreck, and collaborative writing
2003-02-22 - interview, contemplating becoming a ninja, impending train wreck
2003-02-20 - Dumber than a stick, and a survey
2003-02-19 - Some new things, including a modicum of optimism
2003-02-17 - bad spot, deep funk
2003-02-14 - Valentine's Day? Choke on it.
2003-02-14 - crisis of confidence
2003-02-11 - hilarity ensues when j$ does not get the girl
2003-02-10 - Picking on stupid people
2003-02-08 - Pizza for Jesus, straight up trade
2003-02-07 - Dignity Retained
2003-02-06 - Awwwww, jeez
2003-02-05 - Pseudo-uncle, more audition WBC, corporate whore, and a note to self
2003-02-04 - Only the biggest audiition ever
2003-02-03 - When all the stars have fallen
2003-02-01 - Honesty, self-loathing, and failure
2003-01-28 - Cool, refreshing crack
2003-01-25 - Not so much a staged reading as a gigantic clusterfuck
2003-01-24 - Appreciating my women friends
2003-01-23 - Auditioning to be a music freak
2003-01-22 - Cider House Rules, Roe v Wade
2003-01-19 - Bring me the head of Al Davis
2003-01-19 - Shakespeare, debauchery, and what you cannot have
2003-01-17 - Look Ma! All my hair's gone
2003-01-15 - Melville and cold sores
2003-01-14 - E-mail conversation with ShyGirl
2003-01-13 - movies, tv, and fresh starts
2003-01-11 - ...and drank beers
2003-01-10 - The long-awaited massive update update, with New Year's and haircuts, and pregnancies, and football
2003-01-07 - Promising entries, and Mulholland Drive
2003-01-02 - Missouri and the grandparents
2002-12-29 - End of the show
2002-12-24 - Happy Holidays
2002-12-23 - Early christmas, some movies, blah
2002-12-22 - One of those times
2002-12-20 - The value of being well-read
2002-12-19 - Trying to invoke the healing power of music
2002-12-18 - Senseless non-life, "Dog Soldiers" and Sad, dit moi
2002-12-13 - Just some random Crap
2002-12-11 - oh boy, this one's not good.
2002-12-09 - Let the holiday shit-storm begin
2002-12-07 - the horse story
2002-12-05 - Three letters to ShyGirl
2002-12-04 - Letting go, or not
2002-12-03 - Consolation Prize
2002-12-02 - Turns out it wasn't the flower guy who *really* ruined my day
2002-12-02 - How the flower guy is ruining my day
2002-12-01 - Vegas recap in little spits and spurts
2002-11-26 - My gift to the wind
2002-11-25 - The never-ending entry about one hell of a weekend.
2002-11-21 - Poetry and Malarky. Not in that order.
2002-11-21 - Um, you know, just some stuff
2002-11-18 - Making movies
2002-11-17 - A moment of terrifying honesty with ShyGirl
2002-11-14 - ShyGirl date, err not-date, recap, and a new song
2002-11-14 - This is me before a date.
2002-11-14 - jewelry rant, followed by job rant, followed by ShyGirl confusion
2002-11-13 - Nothing to report
2002-11-11 - Non-sour grapes, and hemming and hawing
2002-11-10 - Sometimes doing the right thing sucks ass.
2002-11-10 - Cancelled show, Tony Hawk 4, ShyGirl
2002-11-07 - Rehearsals, my schedule, sanctimonious assholes, and feeling saucy.
2002-11-07 - Late night whining and rambling
2002-11-06 - The vote, ShyGirl, and the film
2002-11-05 - hating myself, and choosing the greater evil
2002-11-02 - Finding the Fun
2002-10-31 - We were soldiers
2002-10-30 - Half deaf, Full Monty, forbidden Playstation
2002-10-28 - The weekend that I was half-deaf, and oh, yeah, more angsty crap
2002-10-25 - Losing motivation, and musical practice
2002-10-22 - Operatic Taco
2002-10-21 - Life is funny, mit spitten sparken
2002-10-21 - More sleeplessness
2002-10-19 - Brush with DreamGirl
2002-10-17 - No Maps
2002-10-16 - Movie review, movie trailers, feeling like a bully
2002-10-14 - Learning to be direct
2002-10-11 - Dog-sitting, got an agent
2002-10-08 - Writing a song, and renewing a crush
2002-10-08 - Tony Soprano in my corner, Packer game, 1.44, new screenplay
2002-10-06 - Long entry with agents and film shoots and ShyGirl and wicked, wicked tired
2002-10-02 - Who you know

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