No artist is pleased. There is no satisfaction at anytime.
There is only a queer, divine dissatisfaction,
a blessed unrest keeps us marching and makes us more alive than others.
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2001-06-15 - 9:52 a.m.

pepsi + cool roommate = happier j$


things are looking much sunnier this morning. and i really need to get that last entry off the front page.

yeesh. drama much? ick.

have i mentioned recently how very, very, very cool eRoommate is?

cause he is. like one of the coolest guys in the world.

i don't say that very often, cause he's got issues with expressing emotion, but he is.

last night i went to bed totally early. but before that i was sitting up in my room, with the door closed. and eRoommate came home after his now-weekly sojourn to jersey, and i heard him, but i just didn't have the emotional energy to deal with another human being. (see last night's entry to get a feel for why).

this morning he says that he thought i had a woman in there.

see, even when i'm sitting alone doing the "alone, alone, you're gonna die alone" chorus, eRoommate is all optimistic and upbeat for me.

then, wait it gets better, then, this morning i reach into the fridge and there are no pepsis left. and i know i left two in there last night, one for me and one for eRoommate each this morning. which can only mean that he drank one last night, and then snagged the last this morning. and i'm trying to decide if i have any right to be angry, because he *did* buy the last round, and i *did* plan on getting more last night, but didn't because by the time i got home i just wanted to kill everyone, and i'm explaining to him in my best calm and rational voice how very sorry i am that i didn't restock by the time he got home, all the while thinking about facing the commute with no caffiene, and...

and eRoommate, with a little flourish, reaches into the beer fridge (which i haven't looked in all week, cause i'm off the beer for june) and pulls out..

*tada* a completely unopened 12-pack of pepsi.


i almost had two, just to celebrate.

so the unmitigated coolness of eRoommate, and a whopping nine hours of sleep on a school night, and good golly chilluns i'm a whole new j$ this morning.

and aren't we all glad of that?

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